I Remember

I remember the 1st time we meet 11 months ago....it was the most memorable time in my life....

 

I remember 11 months ago,  it was our 1st encounter as friend...

 

I remember 11 months and 2 days ago, i thought we are meant together for eternal life...

 

I remember 10 months and 29 days ago, we went to our 1st outing and that was the time I realize I have a huge crush on you

 

I remember 10 months and 25 days ago, your smile was the sweetest of all i have ever encountered in my life

 

I remember that was the time that i felt good and happy always.... and I remember we always complain of the insufficient time we have together....I remember everything around us are so beautiful and awesome....

 

I remember 9 months ago,  we was as the greatest team in the world.... we gone through so many things which others would thought its impossible to achieve ...... nothing seems impossible with the power of will that life within us

 

I remember 8 months ago, out of the blue you gave me the greatest and most shocking bad news that would since left a deep deep deep scars in my heart for ever....

 

Now when I flip through the old pictures, it gives me nostalgic memories, the reminders, the laughter, the events and quality time we spent together... everything in the past seems just perfect...everything is just in place....

 

Feeling of love

Love, L....O...V......E

What is love? A simple bond between two or more individuals? A romance relationship between individuals? An expect of sharing and caring between people? A special feeling towards a person which would bring happiness, examzity, great expeession etc?.... Well n many more u names it.

For me. I think love is just a word...but the actual meaning and "symbol" behind this is the connection...it's all about actions and behaviour of a person towards another. 

Yes in layman term love is define as being loyal, carrying, missing another part and all. On the other hand in the scientific approach...well yes it's nothing but chemical reaction within the body :)

Since there is a reaction (chemical reaction) so it is logically to have a chemical reaction to "undo" this chemical reaction right? It's like the ancient Chinese discovery, Ying V.S Yang, Cause V.S effect, coincident V.C chance, day V.S night, rise V.S fall etc...so this law of universe should work for the same for the love chemical reaction right? 

Sadly this is a human error, we human is good in creating, we create more and more things thru we human don't have a chance to look back at our achievements....this apply to love too...we created this reaction of love, but when things happen to a bloody relationship, we human just don't just consume the same timeline to" dechemicalize" this feeling....why? Why? Why? 

This is so so so wrong?! Say we human spend our energy, time, efforts to work for the whole life with the reason to ernm gain experience and money right? (take long time say 40years to collect or to build something) but then we can just spend our money in an blink of eye (take just a short amount of time to destroy what we fought so hard to build) and ya this principel should also work the same for love right? (take a long time to build and should take a short time to destroy this) but sad to say....this formula don't work in Love....

We take a long time to build a relationship....and we take a longer time to heal the whole process when things go wrong....interesting huh .....

So what is love actually? It's chemical reaction within the body that's no doubt about it....but why this thing is so special? It don't apply to the same physic rules like any other things do....why is there a need for this feeling to exist within these homosapien  in the first place? Can these homosapien live without the existence of love? Can we be what we stand today without this special thing?

Well love is just a special feeling within people and it can be fun sometime but it can be very tormenting most of the time....dammed!!!! +-#%*}^=#•~£\€