my 1st blog yay !

Baby Come back to me~

2010-11-07T15:25:00.002+08:00

Its a good 3 days holidays, though initially i thought am able to complete my assignments but due to unforeseen reasons, i am now rushing them in a cold and rainy sunday :S

IT has been 6 months since i broke up with O TwT...and though i had been cutting all communications with her for de past 2 months and so..but today...out of de blue, i felt like missing you...

Baby Come Back to Me
The rain falls on my windows
And a coldness runs through my soul
And the rain falls, oh the rain falls
I don't want to be alone

I wish that I could photoshop all our bad memories
Because the flashbacks, oh the flashbacks
Won't leave me alone

If you come back to me
I'll be all that you need
Baby, come back to me
Let me make up for what happened in the past

Baby come back to me
I'll be everything you need
Baby come back to me
Boy, you're one in a million
Baby come back to me
I'll be everything you need
Baby come back to me
You're one in a million

Anything from A to Z
Call me what you wanna but
I open my heart to be
You are my priority
Can't you see you punished me
More than enough already
Baby take it easy on me

Baby come back to me...Baby come back to me~

7/11/2010
A cloudy Sunday
~Shang~

Staying focus!

2010-10-21T04:58:00.002+08:00

Hohoho it's a Thursday morning 5am and I juz woke up suddenly, prob due to missing my darling I guess :S haha it's way too early so better not to disturbed her yet till 530am lolz

yeah it's already the 3rd week of October 2010 and wow time really passes soooo fast as in my memories I can still remember I was celebrating 2010 countdown je lolz. So a quick review of wot I had achieved since Jan 2010 till today...

Resolutions completed for 2010
1) broadening network- yes I finaly made it as I manage to make atleast a new friends a month...checked!
2) pursue further education- yes I had juz completed my first degree late last year and I manage to get into an MBA prog now...checked!
3) achieving my language goals (7 languages) - yea I will be picking up my Japanese classes starting next week...so I take that as a "In progress thingy"...checked!
4) achieving a harmonious relationship- ya though something unexpected happen around d middle of this year with my ex (> <)" but luckly enuf I manage to find a harmonious relationship with "S" for de 2nd half of d year....ernm so I guess that's a checked!
5) learning more things- ohh yes this is something I really love throughout...I was posted to the "front line" department middle of this year and indeed it is the most challenging things I ever experienced in my life...I manage to learn up new skills (I.e : Photoshop, illustrator, movie maker, create better operation flows, sharpening my spying skills, sharpening my organization skills, people skills and the best part is, manage to work wish a group of experts and smart people...I guess this point is a definate a checked!
6) balanced life- hoho though my friends often said I spent too much time working haha but below the surface I do hv a better life, by pempering my self surrounded with good foodies, smart gadgate, funny and cheerful gf (ohh my love ^_^) + a good year end trip...I guess I am pretty happy enuf though...so I guess it is a checked!

All in all I think I had completed 6 goals for 2010, moving forward I still have 3 months to achieved what ever pending for this year...there r soooo many things to do with so little time...I really hope I can do better for my current job, be more focus of my monthly, quarterly ad yearly target, otherwise I would have to restrategized my work plans real soon...hopefully wish the last 3 months of the year, I am able to achieved my "special goals"

Looking forward to a wonderful day ^_^

2010-10-19T07:33:00.004+08:00

It is a Tuesday cloudy morning,

Haha and I actually woke up quite early, after getting shower n here I am now, blogging while having my lovely warm and cool cereal breakfast.

It was a wonderful good start as I was planning on what to do in Korea and what to get ready, I guess the "To-Do" lists is going to be so long still :S

anyway since I already have "a carrot" to look forward to, ofcourse I must be extra productive in work and studies before the trip.
So my mission for today 19/10/10 are:

1) getting the company's website update with video clips, new info, graphics etc by this week!
2) getting my 2 assignment completed by this two week
3) I will be having a Toastmasters speech assignment No.5 this Wednesday so ya I want to strife to be the best speaker of the day ^_^
4) hang out with darling by this weekends as we still have tons of "to-go-locations"
5) last but not least hitting my monthly target by getting sales of atleast RM20,000 by the end of the month.
6) find more channels to boost up the brand awareness of the company (argh which I need to think from time to time, luckly enuf I has been working with 4 smart people around my team, luckly I am able to get good support and help yay! ^_^)
7) making atleast 2more new friends by the end of the moth, ohh yeah that's part of my personal networking expension goals of my life
8) make and effort to run around the 8km track long in BJ as I really really really need to sweat more + eat more fruit (too bad...since this is the most complaint from my darling as I look like a White lizard :S)

ya tentatively I just set these 8 mission for Oct 2010 haha not too embitions but it is already more than enuf muahaha kayao kayao ganbateh ganbateh, good job good job muahahah ^_^

Wishes for Year end 2010

2010-10-18T23:20:00.008+08:00

Hullo People ! haha if you guys do check out my blog frequently...lolz thankx haha as i has been in-active of blog recently due to work + studies + lazyness (ohh yeah i confessed) hahaha

it is a great day, after chatting with my lovely cute girldfriend haha felt like dont want to sleep for the whole night but chatting all the way ! lolz...but too bad...i gota work tomorrow, so ya gota cut the conversation earlier to safe by energy for tomorrow work :S :S :S

as year end 2010 is approaching second by second...here are some wishes i wanna make it through by this year end 2010

1) get myself a new lap top- ohh yeah thought no doubt my current laptop is awesome and i love it, since my current laptop has been accompanying my since my diploma studies + degree and currently master studies...thought i am going to buy the strongest laptop of the year muhahaha XD (which i cant wait though) but, this lovely green laptop of mine will still be kept and be used throughout the life spend ^_^ so since i am getting a new laptop...as my favorite Idol since young (Donald Trump) always said 'if you want to do it, my as well you do it BIG!' so ya i will be picking the best and the most highend unit...the one and the only one...'Alien Ware' MX15 XD ...hohoho finally i can hv a powerful station to play with + a super computer to speed up my work in editing website, videos (ohhh yeah i am learning video shooting + editing)and also photoshop(ohh yeah i am learning photoshop too) muahahah below is my dream laptop for year 2010

2) pick up new language - yeah for those who followed by previous post, i mentioned ...throughout my life...i want to mater lots of languages namely ; bahasa malaysia, english, chinese, japanese , korean, french, german ...as per 2010, i added a new language in my wishlist thats spanish ^_^...in order to achieve my dreams, i will be starting my japanese classes somewhere mid october 2010 ^_^ go go go ...good job good job~ muhahaha XD

3) Year end trip 2010 - hohoho its finally towards year end jor...well to me year end is a must for my to hv a trip...its the only time i have fun and look forward to every year muhaha...after crecking my head for few months of thinking which country should i visit this year...then finally Year End trip 2010 to Korea muahha XD it was an awesome idea..a 13 days trip to Korea muahha XD so ya i will have a good time and i hope to experience the wonder and technological advancement of Korea ^_^

My Saturday night after exam

2010-09-18T20:43:00.002+08:00

Ohhh yeah finally de exam is now officially over hahaha felt like a rock has juz been removed from my head lolz~
well initially my plan was to drop by sushi shop makan puas puas shushi session, however rite after my exam, I went out with classmates and makan makan @ mamak lolz

the exam was awesome, fought a good battle with honor~ haha rite now juz need to sit back and enjoy my rest time~ while waiting for the results after maybe a few more weeks ba~ oh well 2 are down, 11 more to go plus a big boss till I officially conquer the MBA country ^_^

so after mamak, went bac to office, it was a good and quiet Saturday @ office, so I make full use of this moment and executed the 5S around my work place lolz fuyoh I never know there r so many rubbish around and on my table lolz, I fink I really need to learn how to with palerlessly jor lolz, anyway after cometing de mini spring cleaning session around my work place, I asked my buddy to play chess with my, as to relax and unwinds myself after exam yahoo! ^_*

after the chess session @ office, I went out for dinner with family @ Damansara area, ordered a fish head noodle + blackberry + strawberry juice= yummy ^_^ it was a huge meal and I mist say I makan till bloated jor haha, if I have the extra £££ I fink I would just go for another shushi mean "p but ya I guess I gota save some £ otherwise I will really be suffering from deficit this month...thanks to my stupid car, I gota keep by £ tight and safe.

Rite now I just got back from makan, nvm no shushi on Saturday, I still have another makan backup, which includes instant noodles or a bow of milk plus cereals or something, if m so despirato for food, perhaps I will juz sneak around my quiet neighbourhood and makan some passerby if the time and chance is right "p yummy, lama I din makan human jor haha XD

okie movie night time, though I hv no darling to teman now, but nevermind I can still grab de bearbear she gave me last time n hopefully I don't eat d bear due to too hungry tonight~

good luck bearbear, if possible I don't want to eat you~~~ muahahahah XD

kanone
18/9/2010
a dry and hot Saturday night

Flash back

2010-09-18T07:36:00.002+08:00

Today is my exam day :S for my 2nd papers of my MBA programme, felt a little sked on one hand but wanted the paper to sail through smoothly as possible.

It's a Saturday morning, quite a sunny day. I am here lying on the bed writing my blog while listening to "Baby come back to me" by Utada Hikura. I had been listening to this sing for almost 6 times and am still listening~ last night while I was doing revision, I was my "Ex" came online and suddenly I felt a gush of feeling that I actually miss her~ though I did not chat with her last night "since I blocked her off messenger as I want to really stop this" but instead I was listening to that song since.

Why this song? It's simple, that song was her calling ringtone! Wen ever I called her last time, I will always hear this song and ya it's quite an inpactful song to me.

To O, though we are not together now, however I wish you all the best in your career, don't overwork and please do take good care of your self, meanwhile I wish you both to be happy, and hopefully don't fall into the same unhappy ending we both went through.

Kanone
7:44am
a sunny Saturday.

2010-09-17T07:38:00.002+08:00

It's a cloudy Friday, as it is raining now~ such a good and nice weather for lazy people to hide under my blanket and enjoy my cozy and warm sleep ^_^
anyway it's a Friday working day, I can't afford to sleep till 9am! Lolz I was happy because I manage to complete my goals of the day on Thursday ^_^ way to go man~

As for today, my goals of the day are:
1) get Juran book done by today (as I need them urgently by tomorrow)
2) manage to collect my prospect"s sales (a prospect will drop by and make 1st payment)
3) keep on following up with potential prospects
4) able to sail through a good and smoothday
5) by night, hope I have the spirite and power to do revision for tomorrow exam :S

as for last night, I had a weird dream, thought there are many events~ but the one I remember most is about my hair :S
I dream there is a day, I went to a barber shop near my workplace for a nice hair cut. To my suprise when the barber starting to trim my hair, I saw it with my own eyes 80% of my hair are White and dry (unhealthy hair) and that's due to excessive used of hair dye~

wow it was a bad experience, I think I should stop dying my hair, otherwise T_T
well today is mid September, and I fink things are getting a little heavy now, october, December m January are all te peak season for fairs and time fr new prospects, gosh I better get the team ready for battle, otherwise te enemy will crush us easily :S but in my own guard feelings, I felt our team are able to cover the corporate sale more and dominate them all~ than the kids segment this year, gosh I really "King Gorge could save England" and fated some hope from heaven~

oh well it's time for breakfast now, and to prepare myself to achieved the goals of the day plus achiving my 30 years old goals ^_^

Kanone
17/9/2010
A rainy and cool morning

What to do on 1Malaysia day?

2010-09-16T07:58:00.002+08:00

Selamat sejahtera dan 1Malaysia day haha
well today is the 1Malaysia day celebrated in Malaysia. It's the so called "actual" Malaysia indipendence day. Oh well since this is the first time celebrate this event, I think it's rather quiet? :S

huhu I have no idea why I was sooooo tired yesterday, was doing and calculating my own budget and expenses [yeah for my £100,000 by 30 remember] "p and poof, I fall a sleep juz righte on the coffee table. When I woke up it's already 1am something, I can't realy remember anything, but I think I dragged myself to my room n instantly I fainted into the sleep till today morning :S

initially mu plans was a whole day sports day, it's going to be an intensive sports day where by
Morning- go for a mount bike + mount trakking
Afternoon- to for bowling + archery
Early evening- go for golf n staffs
Evening- go for kiting around the big firld or jogging
Late evening- chill out n do gardening I pursume

oh well I think I gota delay this plan as I will be having my bloody and unprepared exams on this coming Saturday! I need to spend another 5 hrs Reading through and diguest the case studies plus complete my assignment 2 :S

there is an old saying of "no pain no gain" so I guess I will need to go through the painful process 1st and after all these events, I will treat myself with de lovely, lovable, marriesable Sushi! xD

goals for the day: Complete my assignment 2, read through and diguest the cases withing 5hrs, 80% of confidence need to be achieved after doing revisions, hunt for hot chicks haha XD

Kanone
16/9/2010
A bright and chilli hot Morning.

A day before 1 Malaysia day

2010-09-15T07:27:00.002+08:00

Hullo people, it's Wednesday morning, juz got up fr bed and again blogging rite I'm my cozy bed hehehe
it was an awesome night as I manage to accomplished my tasks (car issues) by yesterday and guess wot, I fainted immediately in d sofa when I was blogging though, after sleeping in d living hall for almost 2hrs, when I woke up I juz simple post my previous unfinished blog then go straight to bed hahaha.

It was an awesome sleep as i slept sooo soundly juz like a dead person. So rite, all teoublese issues has been resolved and it's another fresh day now Wednesday, a day before 1 Malaysia day.
So wot I m going to do today includes, spending my whole morning n afternoon following up my prospects, as I had fallen ill last week plus busy with helping out with govermebt liaison department plus admin office, I rather did not manage to keep in tough with my prospectus :S it's not that professional though to leave prospect floating in de space, so my goal of de day is Follow up all 250 prospectus by today before I breakoff from work!
As a reward to my hardwork, I gota treat me with a splendid shushi lunch muahahah "p

ohh a breakthrough, after struggling for almost 3months, since yesterday n today I felt that I finally can "let go" of my feelings to my 2nd Ex yay! Haha things just gotten better now, and I hope all my readers (if any) would achieved your goals of de day too, ganbateh-kudasai! Remember little by little, builds a mountain eventually! Your daily efforts will be the success factors of your life goals!

Kanone
15/9/201"
Wednesday
a good and cozy morning

Satisfactory achievements of the day! ^_^

2010-09-14T22:35:00.003+08:00

hohoho its 14/9/2010 a Tuesday!
earlier on, i was suffering from a so call, not smooth day...as i lost my car key on the 1st day of Raya 2010, thus my car was stranded in the malls till today! (5days in total) and i am dying to solves this issue by today!!!!

the day begins as a cloudy morning, and while i was having my good breakfast it started to drizzle a little...upon reaching my office, after swiping my attendance @ office i rush to the nearest Proton service centre in Damansara to see if they can help me on my car issues~~~

after reaching there, the officer told me the only thing i can do now is to contact my insurance people and see if they can tow my car to the proton service centre FOC! (under insurance coverage la of course...jeez!)

after that, i contacted my insurance company, i was happy..initially..... when they said my car is still under the protection of the insurance, however due to the stupid company's policy, they can only tow the car when there is a CAR KEY! i was like..hello! the reason why i called you is to seek help to tow my car to proton centre as i LOST MY KEY! would that make any sense you dumm dumm~ lolz

as time is sooo precious to me (since i want this case to be resolved by today) i called for help from the Buckingham's Palace + Mi6 HQ, they provided me a good and reliable towing sources (¬_¬) [the same special force used by both CIA + Mi6 for 'cleaning up' mission] and so i was luckly enuf to be granted the order to command the 'special force' to tow my car from the damm place~

the special force arrived at the scene within 3 minutes after i put my call down (told ya they are super fast, as they are.... SPECIAL FORCE ma) but problem strike them down though as this mall is designed since 20 years ago and the entrance is too small for the high techi special force vehicle.

upon hearing the bad news, Alpha special force specially arrange a new strategy to help me up to clear this mission impossible issue.....and tang tang tang tang!!! special force Beta + special force Bravo team was summoned into the scene as follows~

When goals turned into reality

2010-09-14T22:13:00.003+08:00

It is another cloudy Tuesday morning, just got up from bed and had breakfast and staffs. while i was having my lovely breakfast of cereal + a bow of milk + a cup of fresh orange juice,

I suddently thought of my goals and ambitions of my life
my goals includes
1) able to travell to all continents around de globe before I hit 30 (visit a country every year end)
2) able to save up to at least £100,000 by my 30ties (by getting from shares, savings, saving plans etc)
3) able to obtain PhD by 30 (hopefully able to pursue it in Harvard Business School)
4) able to master atleast 6 languages by 30 (have not started the effort yet,but will sooonnnn~~~)
5) able to have a stable work by 30 (obviously need to work, otherwise kutip sampah will do lah~)

Goals for the day 14 September 2010
1)Get my CAR issue fixed !

kanone
14/9/2010
A cloudy morning~
(post it by a hot + warm tuesday night)

What should be done if you lost your damm car keys!

2010-09-13T20:03:00.002+08:00

Yes that is right, what should we do when we lost our car key in a shopping mall? well simple you;
1) pray hard, and hoping your car key can be found on the ground where it is dropped
2) go to information counter / lost and found counter and hope some 'good' person found a lost key and hand it over the counter
3) forget about this stupid key and go home and get your spare key

well now, what happen if option 1 and 2 dont work, and to add on the problem, you also lost the stupid backup key @ home or @ office? :O

the answer is ...ernm..go to locksmith and hope they got some kind of magic to duplicate a super key for you? well this idea may work for those cars manufactured before year 2005, BUT what if this car of yours is manufactured after year 2005 where the key have some sort of special microchip in it to sycn start your car?

thats a pretty shitty situation to lost a key izzen it? yeah and unlucky people like me :-D *Blink* felt for this kinda stupid situation!

apparently, i lost my car key while i was shopping in a mall on the 1st day of Raya 2010, after the key 'went to look for a better owner' my car was stranded at the mall since!

huhu so i chosen the option 1: DO NOTHING- ya i did nothing on the 2nd day or Raya (Saturday) as well as the 3rd day of Raya (Sunday) and even the 4th day of Raya (Monday) yay! ohh well monday, as usual i need to drag myself back to work, it was fun some how, until the late evening (approx 730pm) the head of security of the mall called me and told me 'wei, you know your car has been in the mall for 4 days, and you need to pay our overnight penalty you know???!!!'

so what else i can do in this situation, i have no choice but to DO NOTHING as 2nd day of RAYA is off day, it is impossible to ask some one to tow the car, and on the 3rd day of RAYA its Sunday, jeez, HELLO, it is impossible to find tower! plus its a RAYA 3rd day! on the 4th day Monday, i thought of calling help from the car company, and to my suprise this special HOT LINE personnel...seems to be suffering from Raya blues, as his voice was in sleepy mode, he dont knkow any thing ...and i keep on asking what are the procedure and staffs but he kept replying..tow the car ...ernm i X pasti la' SCREW!!!

wot kinda HOT LINE crew is that!

any way, its late now...i miss my 'sweetheart', kinda love and miss her though...so ya...its time for me to cry in my bed for the whole night again ohh yeah ''P

cheerio
Kanone
13/9/2010
8:18pm
Cloudy Boring, Cold night

The journey of diary begins

2010-09-13T07:53:00.002+08:00

Hello people (if any) I am finally back on blog after almost a year of silence. Through out the year, I had been inscribe in blog, and there are moments I thought of shutting down this page, however after having some issues in my relationship, I finally realised this blog can be a place to express myself, meanwhile it also can be served as my personal diary, what's better is, this blog thing is totally FREE plus it is accessable almost everywhere around the world! Awesome!!!

It is now 13/9/2010 7:56am, I just go up from bed, still in my pjms. I am here typing my blog via my lovely cute handphone. Though I have many things to write, but I think I will reserve them for later blogs as I seriously got to go for my shower, otherwise I will be super late for my work, which I got to report at office on time, sharp at 9am!

So till then, kanone is now signing off from blogspot.com

kanone
13/9/2010
7:58am
A Cloudy Morning

Violinist In The Metro- A Social Experiment

2009-07-12T16:55:00.003+08:00

“A man sat at a metro station and started to play the violin; it was a cold January morning. He played six Bach pieces for about 45 minutes. During that time, since it was rush hour, it was calculated that thousands of people went through the station, most of them on their way to work.

Three minutes went by and a middle aged man noticed there was musician playing. He slowed his pace and stopped for a few seconds and then hurried up to meet his schedule.

A minute later, the violinist received his first dollar tip: a woman threw the money in the till and without stopping continued to walk.

A few minutes later, someone leaned against the wall to listen to him, but the man looked at his watch and started to walk again. Clearly he was late for work.

The one who paid the most attention was a 3 year old boy. His mother tagged him along, hurried but the kid stopped to look at the violinist. Finally the mother pushed hard and the child continued to walk turning his head all the time. This action was repeated by several other children. All the parents, without exception, forced them to move on.

In the 45 minutes the musician played, only 6 people stopped and stayed for a while. About 20 gave him money but continued to walk their normal pace.
He collected $32.
When he finished playing and silence took over, no one noticed it.
No one applauded, nor was there any recognition.

No one knew this but the violinist was Joshua Bell, one of the best musicians in the world. He played one of the most intricate pieces ever written with a violin worth 3.5 million dollars.

Two days before his playing in the subway, Joshua Bell sold out at a theater in Boston and the seats average $100.

Joshua Bell playing incognito in the metro station was organized by the Washington Post as part of an social experiment about perception, taste and priorities of people. The outlines were: in a commonplace environment at an inappropriate hour: Do we perceive beauty? Do we stop to appreciate it? Do we recognize the talent in an unexpected context? The answer is some how "A BIG NO"

One of the possible conclusions from this experience could be:
If we do not have a moment to stop and listen to one of the best musicians in the world playing the best music ever written, how many other things are we missing?”

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Random picture

2009-06-20T04:06:00.001+08:00

haha some random picture of IZZAT n AlVIN lol XD they are real beast ! not to mention they both look "reet" too lol XD

Unforgettable

2009-05-24T05:23:00.003+08:00

It's half pass 2 in this very dawn now.

I am here lying on my bed over looking at the city of lights sleeplessly.

I love the night because it is quiet, and peaceful. Though there are some people nearby are still celebrating with their party while enjoying the chill 12"C temperture, but it is okie for me as party is a good thing and they don't really organize party every night.

The sky is dark, no stars as I have enticipated. The city is interesting at this time, as most of the rooms are in dark but I can still see flashes of lights shining out from the rooms, I guess this is one of a way people watch their night show over here.....

I am now lying on this bed....cozy, soft and nice....sleeplessly looking at this calm and chilly night...the sky is dark but I can see it is quite orangey ....perhaps is due to some reflaction from the streetlights....

I am feeling sad, empty and meaningless....perhaps is due to some past event happen 2 days ago...and perhaps is due to the "back to 17 again" I watch just now....I just felt sad...

I am now sleeplessly being bombarded with the memories I have last time....the dates....how we meet....how we know each other, the happy time we had in college and also after class outing...the bad bitter moments....the worse thing.....the anger, the jealousy just everything....all of this seems just so fresh in my memories...though all this has been almost 10months now....but all of the events and moments just seems to happening at yesterday....it is so sad....full with sadness and sorrowness....I really hope all this would be kept and be forgotten as soon as possible, but the moments are just so unforgettable.....

BJ's creativity wall

2009-05-24T02:35:00.008+08:00

I went to my ex high skoo the other day BJ (around april) lol, for the hari sukan.

As usual when even i went back to my ex-school, i would just walk around the premises to check out some new staffs before meeting my friends and my belovered teachers "P muahaha XD.

Through out my jalan-jalan, i noticed some of the changes are ... new paintings along the corridor to Block B, an added roles of classes behind the block A (place where we use to play Bola Jaring) , an additional Foot ball goal, an additional basketball shooting board, tons of new plans in-front of the entrance, a couple of new telephone boots, various sets of new banches lies around the front compound of our 6-stars korperasi, and also a new "Creativity wall"

yeah creativity wall huh...well back in our days i dont think that thing even exist, well apparently this wall is specially "created" by the teachers for student to show and express their enthusiasm of artistic talents, thoughts, emotions and foremost craps in their mind......

for your information, this piece of wall is located in between our Block A and B (technically its in Block A) lol, well remember when we walkthrough from Block B to A... where there is a stretch of open air (with trees and grasses)...well yeah thats the place for creativity wall. In my opinion, the drawings....or should i say craps or rubbish are horrible and its not pleasant at all lol XD
***sorry ya junior, i am just telling the truth...nothing personal though lol XD.

I did manage to took some pictures for that creativity wall...well do have a look at em people ....our good old school has now been..."tattooed" with tons and tons of horrible n ugly, plus disgusting paintings lol XD

yeah that is the peaceful looking greenie area in our school...nice kan...but ......when u look on the right side of this area...woah lah...!!!!

Wow would you look at that red wordings ... Creativity Wall huh ... interesting ....

ohh yeah you are right ...the new creativity wall...hmm well it doesn look creative though...more like crap!!! and rubbish...lol XD

oopsie...i think this picture is a lil cacated ....lol perhaps the lens got distorted due to these ugly paintings huh XD hahaha

allright ...my 2nd attempt...hehehe....yeah thats better......yeah...de new Creativity wall XD..

~~~End of posts~~~

Hiya people

2009-05-13T23:21:00.002+08:00

hmm thankx you for giving me de farewell gift, it was cool. atleast i hv something to stare at is through out my 14 hours flight lol...

ohh yeah max, you advice me to flirt with the air-stewed right? well...din do it la...they r just not my cup to tea muaha XD

ohh eyah the 14 hours was terrible...hv to force myself to be awake for the first 5hours...and ya for the rest of it...i need to force myself to sleep...eventhough its after 8 hours of sleep already (i always sleep 8 hours) i still need to force myself to sleep...muahahXD

ohh yeah luckly when i get to London, i do not suffer from Jet-lag muahaha XD thankx cappy for the advice lol

hmm when i get to london ...everything goes accordingly to as plan (transports, eateries etc) and just as i touched down in london, i began with my touring saga...quite fun lol ..and quite happy cuz i manage to cover 10/11 locations for my 1st day...yay !!! (44 attractions in london, so i need to cover 11 places in a day)

everything here are fine, hv lots of parks, birds, colonel buildings...the atmosphere here is somehow familiar with wot v hv in KL, old buildings, old and dirty subway (Metro) black and dirty walls over the cities and yeah one thing really freak me out is ...there are CCTV all over the place...

yeah its like if you can hack into the CCTV systems in london you can actually stalk some one...where ever u go, hotel, road, small lanes, park, Metro stations, streets in the cities, tunnel roads etc...you will definitely be watch by CCTV...so quite freaggering lah lol

okie will keep myself update tonight when i get back ...ohh yeah its noon time over here by the way (433pm UK= 1133pm MYS)

c ya ppl, miss u ppl ...xxxxxxxxxxxxx

The Burakumin

2009-05-03T21:48:00.004+08:00

I came a cross with an article in the CNBC page about the Burakumin issues with the google earth. (Source: )

Just to give you guys a gimps of what Burakumin really is, well Burakumin is actually just like ordinary homosapien, they have two arms, two legs, a head, a pair of eyes, a nose, a mouth, hair...yeah you name it...they are exactly the same as you and me. :)

However during the feudal era of Japan, Burakumin (a type of race) who are the outcast communities which mainly comprised those with occupations related with death or ritual impurity (assassin, undertakers, black witch etc) and are forced to lived in their own hamlets and hut.

During the E-do period, the Samurais was considered as the ultimate class of all, meanwhile the burakumin are treated as the lowest class of all in their social class systems, on top of that Burakumin was often forced to live in the goonies separating them from the rest of the society. Nevertheless, the social castal system of Japan was abolished in 1871 and all the social class of Japan was uniformed into a single body (every one is equal)

Conversely , when I read through the article, I am quite shock to find out even today,the modern Japanese society are actually still practicing this castal system. From the article, it is stated the society was pretty upsad to find out there is a small community of burakumin descendants living together with the normal class in the
modern city.

So why are they still doing that? Isn't that they have already abolished the castal system since 1871? (138 years) Perhaps, well who knows this system is already becoming part of their culture huh...well dont get me wrong, i am not stereotyping all Japanese are still concern and would discriminate the burakumin (I am only referring to the case in the article) ....

Well, as for me, I think the society would still need a hundred years to fully accept the Burakumin as on par with their social status....so what do you think then...how many more years do the society need to spend in-order for them to accept this particular poor group of people?

***Dear readers, I did not do any edition on this post, so if there is something doesn make any sense up there, please please please just ignore them ya ...cheers ^_^

Dating Question: Can a Guy Be Too Nice?

2009-04-18T19:12:00.002+08:00

Is it possible for a guy to be too nice? Here are some ways that this could ring true:

#1: He's So Nice, He Can Only Be a Friend

Hey, a good friend is hard to find. What sometimes happens when we get into a relationship? It eventually runs its course and ends, which means awkwardness and/or change in both of you, since you started off as friends. Maybe you can recover and remain buddies, but is it worth the risk if you find that you're really good friends with a nice guy? Also, sometimes the nice guy just has no edge, so he's destined to be just a friend.

#2: He's So Nice, He's Not Challenging Enough

I've recently learned from your comments: Women enjoy the thrill of the chase a bit too much. People like to wonder what's going to happen, that nerve-racking first few months when the "training wheels" are still on the relationship. And, no matter how much we try to deny it, we do like that we've won someone over instead of just having them give themselves up to us. If a guy is too easy, he may be ruining his chances.

#3: He's So Nice, He'll Always Be There

I've seen some friends take their time with a nice guy. Sometimes it works out, sometimes it doesn't. Maybe a woman wants to meet some new guys and "sow her wild oats" while the nice guy fawns over her. She enjoys keeping him in her life as a friend, but somewhere in the back of her mind she knows that she can probably return to him later. Again, it's all about risk management: If you want to take the risk of him meeting someone else, then go for it.

#4: He's TOO Nice, You Can't Trust Him

Sometimes people are so nice that it seems like they might have sinister overtones. I always see it on Lifetime movies: The guy comes into the woman's life and he is just perfect. Then he slowly disintegrates into a psycho freak. Perhaps a guy can come off as so nice in the beginning that he appears to be covering up for something bad. A woman might avoid a relationship with him if something just doesn't feel right. What makes a guy too nice or "friend" material instead of dating material? Do you avoid getting into relationships with a guy who's too nice, or is he destined to be a "friend"?

Source: dating blogger Rich Santos for Marie Claire, Yahoo! Personal, "Dating Question: Can a Guy be too nice?", viewed
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After reading the article above it does strike me an interesting hypothesis though. Human are easily twisted to the "DARK SIDE" rather than living in a uniform, safe, monotonous society?

So to all guys out there, i think becoming a little evil is good....yeah its good ...it keeps one motivated, its crazy and outrageous and ya you all should have those "BAD" traits in the future when you are specially....yeah i really mean it...SPECIALLY, ESPECIALLY, involve in a relationship. V(^-^)V

***PEACE***

***R.I.P***

Those Creatures Call Women?!?!?!?

2009-04-07T11:06:00.002+08:00

This Article is dedicated to X (Which i hope you will never read this)

If you're well dressed, she thinks you're a playboy,

If you are not, she thinks you're rugged.

If you kiss her, you are not a gentleman,

If you don't, you're not a man.

If you praise her, she thinks you're a liar,

If you don't, then you are good for nothing.

If you agree with all her likes, she is abusing,

If you don't, you are not understanding,

If you make romance, you're an "EXPERIENCED MAN",

If you don't, you're a "HALF-HALF MAN".

If you visit her often, she thinks it is boring.

If you don't, she accuses you of double-crossing.

If you visit another, she accuses you of being a heel,

If she is visited to another "OH! IT'S NATURAL, WHY ARE YOU SO NOT OPEN MINDED

WE ARE GIRLS". :S

If you are a minute late, she complains "IT'S HARD TO WAIT",

If you come on time, for hours she makes you wait.

If you propose love within a brief acquaintanceship,

you're a fresh guy,

If you postpone love later, she wonders why.

If you fail to assist her in crossing the road, you lack ethics (NOT GENTLEMAN!!!)

If you do, she thinks it's just one man's tactic.

If you are jealous, she says it is bad,

If you are not, she doubts your love and is glad.

If you attempt a romance, she says you don't respect her (Treating her as SOMETHING CHEAP???!!!),

If you don't she thinks you don't like her.

If you listen, she wants to talk,

If you talk, she wants you to listen.

If you contradict her, she does not like it,

If you don't, she thinks you're gullible.

"OH!!!!! WOMEN"

SO SIMPLE YET SO COMPLEX

SO WEAK YET SO POWERFUL

HOW CAN WE GUYS UNDERSTAND YOU ALL ???? I GUESS I WILL NEVER GET WHAT YOU WANT NEVER !!!!!!

I Remember

2009-03-22T18:15:00.003+08:00

I remember the 1st time we meet 11 months ago....it was the most memorable time in my life....

I remember 11 months ago, it was our 1st encounter as friend...

I remember 11 months and 2 days ago, i thought we are meant together for eternal life...

I remember 10 months and 29 days ago, we went to our 1st outing and that was the time I realize I have a huge crush on you

I remember 10 months and 25 days ago, your smile was the sweetest of all i have ever encountered in my life

I remember that was the time that i felt good and happy always.... and I remember we always complain of the insufficient time we have together....I remember everything around us are so beautiful and awesome....

I remember 9 months ago, we was as the greatest team in the world.... we gone through so many things which others would thought its impossible to achieve ...... nothing seems impossible with the power of will that life within us

I remember 8 months ago, out of the blue you gave me the greatest and most shocking bad news that would since left a deep deep deep scars in my heart for ever....

Now when I flip through the old pictures, it gives me nostalgic memories, the reminders, the laughter, the events and quality time we spent together... everything in the past seems just perfect...everything is just in place....

Feeling of love

2009-03-22T00:01:00.002+08:00

Love, L....O...V......E

What is love? A simple bond between two or more individuals? A romance relationship between individuals? An expect of sharing and caring between people? A special feeling towards a person which would bring happiness, examzity, great expeession etc?.... Well n many more u names it.

For me. I think love is just a word...but the actual meaning and "symbol" behind this is the connection...it's all about actions and behaviour of a person towards another.

Yes in layman term love is define as being loyal, carrying, missing another part and all. On the other hand in the scientific approach...well yes it's nothing but chemical reaction within the body :)

Since there is a reaction (chemical reaction) so it is logically to have a chemical reaction to "undo" this chemical reaction right? It's like the ancient Chinese discovery, Ying V.S Yang, Cause V.S effect, coincident V.C chance, day V.S night, rise V.S fall etc...so this law of universe should work for the same for the love chemical reaction right?

Sadly this is a human error, we human is good in creating, we create more and more things thru we human don't have a chance to look back at our achievements....this apply to love too...we created this reaction of love, but when things happen to a bloody relationship, we human just don't just consume the same timeline to" dechemicalize" this feeling....why? Why? Why?

This is so so so wrong?! Say we human spend our energy, time, efforts to work for the whole life with the reason to ernm gain experience and money right? (take long time say 40years to collect or to build something) but then we can just spend our money in an blink of eye (take just a short amount of time to destroy what we fought so hard to build) and ya this principel should also work the same for love right? (take a long time to build and should take a short time to destroy this) but sad to say....this formula don't work in Love....

We take a long time to build a relationship....and we take a longer time to heal the whole process when things go wrong....interesting huh .....

So what is love actually? It's chemical reaction within the body that's no doubt about it....but why this thing is so special? It don't apply to the same physic rules like any other things do....why is there a need for this feeling to exist within these homosapien in the first place? Can these homosapien live without the existence of love? Can we be what we stand today without this special thing?

Well love is just a special feeling within people and it can be fun sometime but it can be very tormenting most of the time....dammed!!!! +-#%*}^=#•~£\€

Whats the right definition of Gentleman?

2009-01-22T12:30:00.000+08:00

Polite' Britons died on Titanic

More British passengers died on the Titanic because they queued politely for lifeboats, researchers believe.

A behavioural economist says data suggests Britons in that era were more inclined to be "gentlemanly" while Americans were more "individualist".

Women with children had a 70% better chance of survival than men in such an environment, he told the BBC.

The Titanic sank during its maiden voyage in 1912 after hitting an iceberg, with the loss of 1,500 lives.

David Savage, from Queenland University of Technology, studied the disaster to look at how people react in life and death situations.

He said that in testimonies from inquiries in America and Britain just after the event, there were a lot of statements from women saying their husbands put them on lifeboats.

They then "went to the back of the boat to have a cigar, to stand around and be chummy, while basically the boat went down."

Mr Savage said: "There was one gentleman who was rather wealthy... who went back downstairs after he put his wife on the [life] boat... put on his tuxedo...went back upstairs and smoked... with the idea that if I am going die, I may as well die as a gentleman and well-dressed."

'Peak of society'

The "unsinkable" ocean liner went down in freezing Atlantic waters during its voyage from Southampton to New York. As it sank, the captain, Edward John Smith, shouted: "Be British, boys, be British," according to witnesses.

"The American culture was set up to be a more individualist culture and the British culture was more about the gentlemanly behaviour," Mr Savage says.

"You've got to remember that this is the Edwardian period when to be a gentleman was the peak of society."

Mr Savage also concludes that social norms such as "women and children first" were very strong in British culture and survived in such an environment.

Source: (Polite Britons died on Titanic, 2009)

Bibliography

Polite Britons died on Titanic. (21 January, 2009). Retrieved 21 January, 2009, from BBC NEWS,Americas: http://news.bbc.co.uk/2/hi/americas/7843154.stm

I came across with this article and sense a great disturbance in the force….

Apparently this article is saying “been a gentleman, he must sacrifice his life for the common good of the people around him” therefore this leads to a burning question ....is sacrificing his own life for the person he love (just like a candle) is a must have criteria of a gentleman?

Anyway the tips below would keep you guys’ mind thinking huh hahah XD

1) in the 16^th century or the golden age (if that’s what is call haha)….it’s the era where many great inventions was created and it’s also the time where great conquest was 1^st started (i.e Queen Elizabeth of The Great Britain ordered her commanders’ to start the world 1^st international trade across continents)…meanwhile its also the era where many civil wars occurred (i.e The French Revolution, Civil war between The Britons and the peasant in the U.S etc…)

Now…soldiers in the 16^th century was often regarded as the Gentleman Soldiers partly because soldiers at those time was only being equipped with a single rifle with a bag of “mini ball” (the bullet name), meanwhile soldiers are always ask to march towards the enemy frontline openly and are not allowed to break the line with their comrades nor even given the right to open fire until strict order by the captain to do so. …so ya imagine this…a line of soldier …marching towards the enemy line ….openly….. Meanwhile fears trembling down to their feet as they can see flashes of rifles and canons firing towards them…and the worse part is…they cannot evade the scene but to march …..and march…and march….and march…and ya ***BOOMMM*** they are shot….and ya THE END Muahaha XD…..

Comments: The soldiers in the 16^th are regarded as gentleman warriors because (like a candle) they sacrifice their own life to fought in that suicide manner….(marching openly….) with the excuse of …sacrificing our own life for the common good of the country stability and prosperity…and yeah the other crappies there haha XD….so ya that’s how the name of Gentleman Warrior came about.

Don’t forget…the current soldier are not regarded as gentleman warriors because soldiers today are equipped with sophisticated weapons and have air supports n stuff when its needed…and the main thing is …soldiers today are not fighting in the suicide manner because they are allow to take cover….to open fire when they felt threaten….

2) yeah just like you all had read above…the Britons’ risk their life to ensure the woman and children go on board 1^st (which I think is a right move and I would do the same thing too) …but ya…the problem comes when….after they have ensure their love ones were safe n stuff…why on earth these “gentleman” don’t find a way or at least try to find something to save their own damm life too?....why are they Sacrificing their own live by ernm…smoking at the back of the dock while the Titanic was sinking? Huh…that’s suicide right…just like a candle huh….

3) from my own experience in a failed relationship ….well X always tell me I am too defensive of myself because I would have something to support myself whenever there a claim on me….but hey is it wrong if the claims made by X was wrong…as like…I never even do that in the 1^st place, while X heard those claims from some 3^rd parties?....is it wrong or so ungentle man like if I just stand up for myself and explain those claims are nothing but a mythical claims created by some 3^rd parties?...

So ya what is the right definition of being a gentleman…must a person just sacrifice their live (suicidal) st and the 2^nd example did> only then, people will recognized themselves as Gentleman?...

So ya ….the conclusion…...,is …….the formula for a gentleman are as below? …..

Suicide + Sacrifice = Gentleman

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So what’s your definitions of gentleman…any comments would be great “P hahah XD thankie pankie ya hehe V(^_^)

Yes We Can! Yes We Can! Yes We Can, ITs time for a ChaNgE

2009-01-21T20:50:00.000+08:00

"Yes we can! yes we can! Yes we can! It's time for to change for the better, it's time for the change in the name of a better economy advancement, it's time to change for a better life where all people, who have different believes, culture and religion to share the same believes meanwhile practicing the idea of, one world! one NATioN!!!!"

Yes! Today..... 20/1/2009 is the day where all people around this blue, "round" papa earth are looking forward to, its the highlight of this very new year! (2009). It's the presidency day for The United State Of America, it's the day where the 1st Africa descendant American, Obama has finally been elected as the President of the U.S.A, it's a new era of administration, it's a new step and great kick start for the whole world,

And on this very special day, 20-1-2009, it's also a new start for people like me V(^_^) who finally got inspired by friends, (ehem more like peer pressures actually XD) to start my very 1st blog IN MY LIVE!!! ***ehem u guys should know who are you ya "p hehehe muahahaha kanaka hohohohoho ***

Yes, it's the day for change! (so as Obama said) and yes.... been a bandwagon (which is good some times), I am just an ordinary person, who have finally start cracking my "thumbs" and "fingers" to write my very 1st blog, Yay V(^_^)

Well since this is my 1at blog, so I guess the "spirits", the "OHM", the "Fire" or what ever you call it.... are still strong...so ya the articles might be a little long hahaha (kesian you all poor readers kakakakaka) nevertheless don't worry guys cuz there is a saying "nothing can last forever" so ya am sure one day...yeah maybe oneday...no....it's a definite actually.... that this "fire" will be put off and yeah, the life of this crappy (not cappy ya, pls don't mistaken) blog will reach it's "declination stage" yay !!!!

and ya…lately few friends of mine asked me on my new year resolutions...so been an introvert person, i just can't find the right words to tell and share with them (part of this is due to...ernm I am shy, that's why XD) and ya I shall tell or share out the resolution via writing then ^_^

So my resolutions for the year of 2009 (hope I can follow them 70% from start, able to keep 50% track by the middle of the year, and…able to follow 20% of the whole by the 4th quarter of the year, lastly able to achieve 5% of them at the end of the year yeah V(^_^) -awesome huh "p

So ya resolutions for the year 2009 are :

1) able to come out with new and improved version of the resolutions for year 2010, which I see no problem with that...so there goes the 5% for the resolutions 2009 yay! V(^_^)

2) keep to the code for "Why so SeRiOuS?" ya basically don't b that crappy emo n be happy always "p

3) able to score good grades...buuhhh yeah

4) able to save more $ or better still £ huhu @.@

5)be more sociable I guess...cuz ya m suck...yeah I really mean it...I kinda like fail in my PR booooo....

6) able to meet X hehehe (evil thoughts) "p

7) improve on my ***Secret***

8) hope I can achieve my master dream that is/are ***Secret***

9) practice the skills and codes of the ***Secret***

10) be a more ***Secret*** person

11)And ya try not to...hmmm perhaps can a little...ernm be more ***Secret***

Yay so ya the above all are my resolutions for year 2009 Yay! V(^_^)

So ya yay this is the end of my 1st blog muahaha yay, I hv finaly wrote some rubbish here muahahaha, I did it woooo hooooo!!! Go go go hahaha XD "p

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