Unforgettable

It's half pass 2 in this very dawn now.

I am here lying on my bed over looking at the city of lights sleeplessly.

I love the night because it is quiet, and peaceful. Though there are some people nearby are still celebrating with their party while enjoying the chill 12"C temperture, but it is okie for me as party is a good thing and they don't really organize party every night.

The sky is dark, no stars as I have enticipated. The city is interesting at this time, as most of the rooms are in dark but I can still see flashes of lights shining out from the rooms, I guess this is one of a way people watch their night show over here.....

I am now lying on this bed....cozy, soft and nice....sleeplessly looking at this calm and chilly night...the sky is dark but I can see it is quite orangey ....perhaps is due to some reflaction from the streetlights....

I am feeling sad, empty and meaningless....perhaps is due to some past event happen 2 days ago...and perhaps is due to the "back to 17 again" I watch just now....I just felt sad...

I am now sleeplessly being bombarded with the memories I have last time....the dates....how we meet....how we know each other, the happy time we had in college and also after class outing...the bad bitter moments....the worse thing.....the anger, the jealousy just everything....all of this seems just so fresh in my memories...though all this has been almost 10months now....but all of the events and moments just seems to happening at yesterday....it is so sad....full with sadness and sorrowness....I really hope all this would be kept and be forgotten as soon as possible, but the moments are just so unforgettable.....